I shall press on towards the goal!!! In Jesus name!

such a fruitful day today!!! the service was tremendous! I felt such tangible presence of God i have never felt in a long long while!! Today pastor preached about Peter again! about the 3 times Jesus asked him if he loved Him!! God was restoring back to peter wad the devil had stolen away! wow! that was wad God spoke to me through raymond that time! Amazing!

Today pastor layed hands on all the leaders and helpers whoa re feeling weary! i responded but not because i was feeling weary! i just wanted to be empowered once more to do greater works in Jesus name! and indeed, i encountered the Lord! I dunno why but there was this very awkard but comfortable sensation. i was trembling yet was still.. i felt that God was just in front of me!! This feeling is one that i would never forget for the rest of my life.. i knew that God was still not through with my life! and then pastor prayed and spoke a word over us! I felt that the word was shared for ME!!! Today Pst Tan during altar call, shared about how God's calling upon me being irrevocable! He said that no weapon formed against me shall prosper! these are the exact same things that God spoke to me clearly the past 3 nights! yesterday during Reinhard Bonke conference, God spoke the same to me! His calling upon my life is irrevocable!! today i finally couldnt hold back no more...i felt so loved by Him! i wept like a baby and it really felt marvellous! Jesus is so interested in me! and i am so in love with Him! Amen!

I feel so charged up with the fire of God now! I feel that God is in the process of lifting my faith level to another level! I know that God wants me to operate in another dimension! and i know with Him, i can do ALL things! indeed, this is truly the burning bush experience! I pray that with each passing day, when the going gets tough, I will love the Lord even more! His hands shall be upon me..to guard and to keep me! his rod and staff shall comfort me! with His rod and staff, i shall witness great miracles and His power...and it will inturn encourage me.. just as what the Lord said, "Lo, I am with you till the ends of the age". PTL!

today i am so happy, everything seemed so fruitful! I went to meet my talentime friends after svc at ser koon house. we spent many hours together playing games and celebrating birthday. but whats the most exciting part was.... at about 9pm... one new friend messaged me!!! he wrote.. "thank you for listening to me". I felt so much joy... for so long i felt so futile..but God is turning things around! my life shall make impact everywhere i set my feet on! I pray that the fire of God will continue to burn ever brighter and rub every human beings that i am in contact with!

God is good! wow!

yesterday, i bought a book written by Reinhard Bonke! hell empty heaven full! I pray that it will bless me and be effective in my witnessing to people! Truly, hell is meant only for one fellow thats the devil.. and heaven is meant for all the people! keep on keeping on...never lose heart in evangelism! because i have heard my leader shared once about our lives being like a bottle! like all bottles, there is a cap. and each time we sow into a life, we are slowing turning on the cap...someday, the cap will come lose and then the love of God can flow right in! Press on! keep on keeping on!

i am off to pray now.. i know that God will speak to me tonight..right here.. right now!


abba, thanks for Your wonderful mercy upon my life!