WHeeeeeee weeeeeeeee yeah!!!

a long day it had been! today marks the start of an exciting weekend coming up...!! few hours from now, i will be in the same stadium as the man whom i had always regarded as my Spiritual father even tho he doesnt know me!! I have learned so much from him..received alot of his discipleship over the internet! simply love him! i pray that one day i can get to have coffee with him...somehow..someway? God will make a way=) its really exciting!

today i had cell group! I led praise and worship and took the offering. I felt it was ok for the p&w because before that we prayed alittle while! and i lost my voice!! gosh... i kept praying in my heart that i wouldnt lose my voice halfway which happened many times before.. if you know me, i seldom sing...i actually scream...becos i like to hear myself..not like as in like but jus like...arghhh...anyway, praise was ok only...didnt feel 'it' coming from the people. I thank God because we are fortunate. we have 2 guitarists in cg. so musically, its always quite good=p jus that i felt a little drowned. someday soon perhaps we could use a few mics. hehe..then need to raise up soundman.. then probably some ushers at the door..then some security, some lighting crew, some bookstore.. ok...thats a church not cg.

so lame.. hehe. ok...worship didnt go the way i planned it to be. but it has always been like that. i love to change the sequence halfway through..thank God for good guitarist..hah. I think as a worship leader, one impt factor is FLOW. be very sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit. so lots for me to learn becos somehow i feel that its quite a struggle before we can feel the presence of God. meanwhile, i will continue to pray up my life of course! becos these are not perfected by human wisdom...but the anointing=) how i wish someday, i can be like Benny Hinn..the moment i enter the house, people start to weep..tears of joy and conviction! wow. I know thats possible!

ok...offering was good. i shared the word from 1 chro...it is when king David challenged the people to give an offering to build the house of God. the people were willing... they came with golds,silvers,precious stones! but more important than a willing heart in giving, we need to know that it is a privilege to give to God!! after that, King David wrote a psalm to God..expressing his thanksgiving.. he said, "for who are we to be able to give so willingly to You..to give You something that belonged to You..." AMAZING! i tell you.. when you give to the Lord, deem it a privilege! not every one can have this oppotunity! amen? oh..thats what i call preaching!(pst kong) haha..

the word was about... UFM => united for missions!! ANd yeah!! i am going for my first mission trip of my life!! tho not what i always wanted thats africa, its ok! I am going to Taiwan!! my beloved asian country where some of my closest friends are! i miss them all and i am so excited to see them=) esp my taiwan brother, yuren. i have not seen him for agessssss!!! he use to take care of me back in ACS when i was a xiao hun hun.. little gangster. haha.. i really treat him as my real life brother.. there are only afew in my life. another is raymond. another is arton. i have close buddies tho...but these are really close people to me! known them since forever! heh.. Taiwan for Jesus!! Evangelist Samuel is coming! watch out devil.. =.=

i am quite sick of teaching on sat mornings! becos i always dread waking up so early to teach! my bike frens are out now!! yes now!! and i got to stay home because i dun wan to slp too late in case i cant wake up tmr! u see.. being a teacher isnt easy too.. you have to deal with not just the students...but also their parents. its like buy 1 get one free. sometimes 2. hais..but i must say, when i see them improving...its really very joyous! and i mus admit... when it comes to pay day, normally you will see me walking around with my lips spreaded so widely..nearly touching my ears at both ends=p

today my ACS buddy called me.. he just came back from BMT..(army) and he was complaining.. i kept laughing.. only to remember that its my turn soon..sigh. I love the army! ok i jus lied..but i believe it would somehow be memorable. k....counting down to my botak head days..

God is really so amazing..why? because He jus is! i know tomorrow, i will have an encounter with Him! for 4 years..i wanted to go for Reinhard Bonke conference! but somehow along the way, i always decide not to go..i was really like Jonah. but i know God had called me a time such as this! Dendoshi Samuel cumi!! <= what does that mean? its jap-eng-hebrew. so slowly figure out! haha

Lord speak to me.. Grant me a very discerning heart.. a heart thats pure and free from sin! Jesus You are my King! my Lord and everything! Holy Spirit.. You are my everlasting friend..i can lose all the rest if u wan me to...but I pray in my lifetime till the day i see you face to face, You will never ever let me go. You promise to be my companion for life.. You are the paraclete! the one who walks alongside me. I wan to see the power of God move so evidently in my life. Your calling upon me is irrevocable! do not let Your words go back to you void! Your promises are for eternal! and i embrace it dearly.. Lord i have a holy dissatisfaction! I want to see more of Your hands moving through me.. touch my hands... let whatever i lay my hands on prosper! let my hands be Your hands of healing! You are the God who heals.. and I am Your vessel for Your healing touch to flow.. In Jesus name...

Lets have an adventure tomorrow!