reflections..how time flies..it was a great journey!

I was on the way back..i was just reflecting upon my life. I remembered so clearly.. Young as i was.. I had so much passion to serve God to the best of my abilities! I wanted to do all that i could just so i could be near to His presence...to be ther when He calls! I pray that this hunger would come back to me.. three times more than ever! In Jesus name! Lord..my food is to do Your will..let me decrease daily and with every decrease in me, Lord You take the increase!

Reinhard Bonke is in town!!! I have long wanted to attend his meetings! I had even wanted to go to Africa just so i could attend his crusade!! I really love him because he is one of the few people who are still alive today whom i want to model my life after! what an inspiration he is! Really thank God for his ministry! this coming saturday, i am going to attend his fire conference!!!!! I am...nothing will stop me from going! I am going to line up immediately after my teaching! Because i know God is not through with me.. He is never! and i know i will receive my visions and dreams once again! Lord, if You can use anything Lord, You can use me! I am willing to give up all once again... just so i could start from zero.. hear the cries of my heart Lord. enlarge my territories i pray.

I was recalling what i had learn back in bible school. when pst Kong shared about the person in the Holy Spirit. He is more than an 'it'. He is a person..someone as real to you as your very breath. Just take a deep breath and you could very well experience Him! But there are afew characteristics that would either draw or repel Him.

He is attracted to a person with a lamb nature in him!
-meekness!
-loving!
-merciful!

meekness is not equal to weakness.. its soft in approach but strong in might! I pray that these characteristics would be birth in me!

the Holy Spirit is a friend.. He walks alongside..He is the one who cries with you...He is the one who rejoices with you..He is the one who walks you home each day and comforts you. and one thing i know.. as i write.. He is so well pleased..He loves me..He loves my company..all else can wait!

I long for the day when i can do great and mighty exploits in His name! I know that day isnt far...God is preparing me! He is moulding my character..He is about to launch me forth! It feels like the battle for 'helms deep'...a battle is about to rage! but the outcome is concluded..The Lord wins. and therefore i win! how amazing my God is! In my lifetime..i pray that i will have the oppotunity to witness the greatess amount of souls coming to the Lord! my life will be such a blessing to nations!

open up my eyes to see Lord.. open up my ears to hear Your word... open up my heart to perceive what You have and about to do! give me understanding.. grant me wisdom in all that i do! cleanse my heart that i may see Your face.. as i sanctify myself, do great wonders through me in Jesus name! raise me up as Your evangelist..to win the lost for You daily...to plunder hell and to populate heaven! make me an overcomer! make me a blessing to my nation and the nations around! I am still young and Lord You have a destiny for my life! open the windows of heaven over me! Let me see the hands of God moving so evidently in my life!

i am so filled with Your love Lord.. I cant stop praising Your works because they are simply fantasbulous!!! thanks for the 2nd chance..thanks for the lessons over the years.. Love You abba!!

superman will be out tmr.. but i am not at all excited.. why? i dunno. today i met up with raymond, Davin, QiZheng.. these are my buddies whom i have known for ages. I have always been so proud of Davin! He is a cell leader today leading the most excited bunch of people! He was the one who brought me to church when i was 15! how time flies... tho many of us are so often caught up with work, persuits of life.. yet there is always that sense of belonging when i am with them. they are my family! and simply put it.. i am willing to die for them.
Raymond and Qizheng of course, they are my buddies too! they are like big brother to me.. i remembered the old days when i always had no money and they often chip in to treat me..to bless me. today i am blessed and i in turn would want to bless them in any ways possible! I thank God for such friendship forged.. even tho our characters are so different! but its like a jigsaw puzzle.. without one it would never be complete! thank you guys! I am always praying for you! lets run this race together and end it off well!

oh yeah...back to story.. we went to the gym today!! yes GYM!! why? because i wanted to lose weight. QZ too.Dav and ray jus wanted to spend some time together. besides, we seldom get to fellowship with dav. anyway, i didnt manage to run on the threadmill(dunno how to spell)... because it was so crowded!!! being singaporeans, many hog(also dunno how to spell) just so they could make the best out of their $2.50! sigh... oh well...we ended up going for dinner shortly..at least the ban mian that we ate was reasonably good..and the rojak was fantastic!!! yummyummmmm...

i really enjoyed myself today tho it wasnt a very long fellowship. gone were the days when we used to have cell group meetings in school when many of us jus got saved back in ACS. we would go to the clocktower and the school gave us a room to ourselves!! we painted it, we slept in it, we had cg in it, we had deliverance in it...and in the end, we helped to destroy it becos the school was tearing it down! haha.. how memorable!

i know that God is preparing us all for the next phase in our lives! and the past victories only serve as a reminder that...God is faithful..He had been and He always will be!!

thank You Jesus for 7 wonderful years! greater years ahead!!!