prodigal son's post..

God is good all the time and all the time God is good!!

yeah. i am back! was just reading my old post and it really really brought back to remembrance many of the promises which i held so close to my heart! I thank God i kept my online diary. It serves as my reminder and i pray that whenever i feel down and out, it can encourage me to pick myself up and run this race again! indeed, we ought to fight the good fight of faith! Amen!

time really flies. i am already 4 months old as an agent now. As the day draws nearer to my enlistment to police academy(eh baaaa), everything seems to be moving at an ultra fasst pace.. :S but it also meant that, it allows me more room to put my faith in the Holy Spirit. So Lord, here i am.. use me! Lets continue our adventure where i left off.

heres one of my all time favorite worship song.. the lyrics are exactly what my heart's cry is about!

YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY LIFE
YOU SEE ME THROUGH THE SEASONS
COVERED ME WITH YOUR HANDS
AND LEAD ME IN YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS
AND I, LOOK TO YOU
AND I, WAIT ON YOU

I SING TO YOU LORD
A HYMN OF LOVE
FOR YOUR FAITHFULNESS
TO ME
I'M CARRIED IN
EVERLASTING ARMS
YOU NEVER LET ME GO
THROUGH IT ALL

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Daddy Abba God.. you are so amazing. times when i was faithless, you remained faithful. times when i strayed, you draw me near. ever so faithfully waiting by my bedside wanting to commune with me while i lazed on my bed and slowly drifting off to sleep. I'm sorry for all that i have failed to do. I am sorry for all that i have done. won't you take me and mould me once again. Let your hands see me through every circumstance in my life. I need the power of God all over me because i am weak. your Word says that when i am weak You are strong! when i am poor You are rich! Jesus, be my guide. Holy Spirit, You are my paracletos! the one who walk alongside me! so therefore walk with me. Speak to me. take out the blockage in my ears. break the heart of stone and put in a heart of flesh to feel you. flow through me. move through me.

thank you Daddy God. I feel ever safe whenever you are near. I just want to be where you are, dwelling daily in Your presence. I dun want to worship from afar, i just want to be with You!

hear the cries of my heart this day. Restore to me the days of my wanderings. restore to me a heart for the lost. restore to me the joy of my salvation! Let Your promises upon my life be Yes and Amen. Let me see in my lifetime, a great number of souls saved through the Holy Spirit who will work through me! increase upon me the favour of men, the favour of Yours! thank you Lord for everything. love you so much.

In Jesus name..

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To my buddy:

just want to appreciate you for being who you are. a person with such a teachable heart. always loving God. always being there. though sometimes its hard to fully say everything out with my mouth. but you know how much you mean to me! there is a reason God placed you in my life! indeed, we are partners in crime. to plunder hell and to populate heaven! the devil is fighting a losing battle. and thank God we are on His side. He chose us to be! we were meant to be!

thank you buddy. I know we have a long way more to go! lets allow God to continue to bring this relationship to the next level constantly breaking through with Him! In due season, we will reap if we do not lose heart! wait, i say on the Lord :)

difficult times will surely come, times when you are in darkness, times when you are so afraid. But God wants you to know that, "trust in Me. when you cant see My hands, trust My heart. I will show you my deliverance. How i brought the children of Isreal out of Egypt will be how i shall deliver you. the devil will come against you one way, but he will flee seven ways. because i have called you and anointed you. You will be as the light on the lamp, a city on a hill that cannot be hidden! therefore do not be afraid. only believe. when temptations comes, it shall only make you stronger. do not escape for i have already provided a way of escape for you. I have your refuge. a strong tower. the righteous runs to me and are safe! So be strong and very courageous. times of adversities will come. But i shall lift you up. I will bear you up with my hands. I will not allow your foot to strike the rocks. For i have chosen you. I have called you for a time such as this. I will be your hands and your mouth. You shall indeed go to ALL whom i will send you to! And then you will know that I, the Lord is with you. wait on me. wait, i say"




this is an awesome day!

Hallelujah! :)