More of the anointing..

Its 4am! and its been....a day since i blogged. =p been going out late thats why.. anyway here goes..

this few days i have been thinking about what i want to do for my life! my career, God's calling etc etc. just few days back i spoke to Bro. Chris about financial planning and he asked me to consider joining him before i enter the army=) I have always thought that i could make it as a sales person, just wasnt sure if i could be a good financial advisor. I really needed confirmation from God because if i join, that would also mean that alot of time will be devoted to building my career, but that would also mean that i can meet more people! and i find joy in meeting and knowing new people! =p So i have been praying about it..and i felt that.. i should go for it=) because God is able to multiply my time! I cant, but He can! I need more of the wisdom of God upon my life. Its not easy but i know with Him, I can do it!

so the next obstacle would be... the 3 exams!!!! faints*.. i tot i said bye bye to exams just awhile back...and now i am facing what i detest most again! but i know i can do it! Gambate! :> God will anoint me to sit through the exams and pass to proceed to be contracted as an agent! In Jesus name! meanwhile, i will of course do my homework.. I will read more books! my dad has a whole shelf of them! valuable books. maybe i could start a business renting out those books=p

Elle kept calling me to tell me she bought her car! haha..of course i am happy for her. because whats hers... pastor say... its also mine! muahaha..no longer whats mine is hers.. whats hers is also hers... now whats hers is also mine. but then again.. i am not that excited because i havnt got m y class 3 license! sigh... been so many years since i passed my basic theory. so i shall go book for my advance theory tmr! then i will take my lessons.. slowly and surely i will get my license! besides, driving isnt difficult! the theory is the same as riding. you get biting point, you move the vehicle. simple. hah..easier said than done! pass adv theory first then say! i am still believing God for my Evo 9 by the age of 26!! I can do it!

I have realised that it is so important to be a testimony in the area of finance! really, when your friends begin to see how you handle your finances, they will see stewardship which also reflects the character of God. Faithful. So i pray that i will be a good steward in this area! a tithe of my salary always belong to God. this 10% belongs to Him! people of the world thinks that God wants our money..thats silly. He owns a thousand cattles over a thousand hills! would He need my money? since the day i tested His word, I had never been able to outgive Him! why? Because thats Him! You should try Him too! no banks in the world can offer His kind of interest rate! amazing.

God is good!

I remember reading about this amazing godly lady called, Kathryn kulman. In one of her meetings, she wept sorrowfully at the pulpit. and she looked up with fiery eyes and said.., " please.. do not grieve the Holy Spirit.. so not grieve... He is all i ever had..."

I have been so impacted by the words she used.. He is all i ever had... this shows the degree of closeness they had. The person in the Holy Spirit is a gentle lover. He is a friend. He is love. I want to have what she had. I need what she had everyday of my life. I pray that i can be a consecrated vessel that He can reside in. I need a greater level of breakthrough in my life. Holy Spirit, You are welcome. Please come in and make me Your secret place.

I pray that God's presence will continually be with me every moment of my life. the day He leaves is the day i die. simply put it, i cant live without Him. just as what king David said, "even if i make my bed in seoul, there Your presence would be". I am imperfect and many times i fail. many times. But each time i pray that i will rebound stronger! what the devil meant for evil, God You turn it around for Your glory! Your hands are not too short that You cant save me! make me a light to the world i live in! Let my light shine before men! let me stand before kings! because i represent You. demons tremble at Your name, under the sound of my voice. hell shakes when i pray because You have place upon me authority, the authority for victory! make me strong in Your might as i consecrate my life before You. make me an overcomer In Jesus name! make me an influence to the people around me! the anointing of God upon my life will attract all to me. And Your name will be high and lifted up in the process of it all. Do not let Your words go back to you void! You have spoken Your promises.. You are mighty, living and powerful! raise up Your standard upon my life! Prosper the works of my hands.. prosper my every kingdom-intentions! open up heaven for my sake Lord. Because You will send me forth as a Jeremiah in my time! do not withhold Your blessings upon my life Lord.. Let me see Your glory be lifted up! In Jesus mighty name..

Holy Spirit guide my every step.. You are all i have.