reflections

On my way back on my bike, i was actually thinking of so many things which i had wanted to do but not doing.. from little things like, replacing my IC, driving license etc etc, to bigger things like, career. Then it dawn upon me that there are so many things that God is wanting to do with my life as well! He is still not through with my life! and i begin to pray my whole journey back home and it really felt awesome!

God just brought to my remembrance many promises He has spoken to me while i was yet young, just wanting more of His presence. Years ago when i was learning the guitar, my heart's prayer would always be, with every strum of the guitar, i could usher in the presence of God. just wanting to do more for Him.. to fulfill His call upon my life. And this is the cry of my heart today! I just want more of God's presence each day..I realised that all else are secondary as long as God is with me..ministry can wait, career can wait..because i know God provides. Today as i was on my bike, the promises of God came back to me as how the prodigal son was returning to the Father. I was returning to the safest place where all my dreams and desires birthed from. I was the prodigal son returning to the sweet embrace of God my Father. my Abba. My all. I feel so safe in this place, so warm. this is something that no man or woman can do..this love is love in its purest. Its Agape.

there is a heart cry within me.. a cry for God to speak to me each and every moment. A heart's desire for the move of God upon my life. I have found the hope of my life. God is my expectation. He is so amazing.

This was what God spoke to me on my journey back..some of the things He reminded me of..

Cedric, only be very courageous! do not fear what men can do to you because I am for you. you shall go to whoever i send you to.. My words you will speak..My deeds you shall acomplish, because i am with you. you will be like Jeremiah, going where i command and doing great wonders among the people. though you are not seeing it now, but I will show you what i can accomplish through your life.. eyes have not seen nor ear heard, nor have entered into the hearts of men what i will do through your life! only when you continue to abide in my Word. do not fear but only believe..havent you seen how i have raise up vessels who are willing to do my work. My calling upon your life are irrevocable. keep on keeping on..do not lose heart because I am with you. delay is never denial.. the gifts upon your life are never wasted. This book of law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. wait, i say on the Lord.


I am so in love with Him.


Trusting in His unfailing love......