such a sleepy day...

Its 6pm! and guess wad?!! I'm home!! John's over.. i think i need some of his enthusiasm man.. he is practicing his strokes behind me now..how guilty=/

anyway, just had fried sotong mee jus now! of course it tasted good. hmmm..

yesterday john made a comment.. "cedric, how come now you so quiet already? not as noisy as before..." come to think of it, i have really mellowed down so much. but thats not too bad too..i think thats where we get the phrase - silence is golden.

maybe perhaps, i have become a more 'thinking' or 'listening' person. good also..because God gave me one mouth and 2 ears..thers a reason for that=p I shall express more of myself over here!

recently, i read some of my old sermons which i have written over the years. some of which i had prepared and used for the lasalle cg meetings! actually, some of them are really good! because i took many qutes from pst kong, reinhard bonke! really love the ministry of both of these two!

Reinhard bonke once said in his video.. "one day when i die, i want to march gloriously into heaven with the people whom i have won for the Lord!"

I pray that this will be my life mission and greatest aim! not to be the greatest earner.. but soul winner. In Jesus name.

Its time i allow God to mould my character, life and shape my destiny once again! abba father...here is my life..make it your sanctuary.


today is friday..it is suppose to be a very happening day because it is weekend!! but i dread every saturday mornings! because i got to wake up early in the morning to teach! not that i dun enjoy teaching...but just that i really dread waking up early! last night i stayed over at john house...i initiated to 'ton' that is to stay up...but then i became the first to fall asleep. guess i have not been sleeping enough for too long thats why. right now as i am typing, i am feeling a little exhausted too! so maybe i might be posting some nonsense...i dunno. doesnt matter..anyway i will just write wad i feel like and whatever that goes through my mind at this point.

Guess wad!!! town council sent me a registered letter!! i received 2 parking offense few days earlier and it totalled $600!!!!!!! i bind u devil in Jesus name! i break your curse!! this will only make me pray against you more and now its with every moment when i think of the fine! bind u! curse ur curse! u noob!

ok i feel better.

anyway, i will go and appeal to the MP again this coming monday. sigh...so many of these unneccessary things to do! oh well..

my room is in a total mess now. i really wan to do it up nicely...but with some of my dad's things here. i just dun have any motivation. so technically speaking..its not really my room yet! but soon it will.. soon soon...

i really wanna start jogging...because i am so heavy now. the more i look into the mirror, the more i am beginning to find the image so strange. haha...by the way, someone commented that i look like brother KC.. haha! he is my church bassist. hmmm...i really dunno in what ways..but i think that he is really good looking! jus shed alittle weight and its picture perfect. heh.

okok...no more supper for me. thats final..the next time i post anythings about going for supper or i wen for supper, i will....buy u all a drink! deal? deal.

ok very very sleepy now.. i go catch a nap..


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