I am so deeply in love!! whats this???!!!!!

jus got back from jb.. im so tired! but i am still so in awe of what God is doing in my life!

i know that changes does not take place in a day, a week or even a month...but i also know that God will see me through! These few weeks have been awesome for me! so many things seems to be happening and it seemingly wants to take me down..but God had been with me.

i am listening to a very old song now.. the words are so meaningful..they are really the words from my heart...

Lord of my life i love You
Lord of my days i trust in You
living beneath the shelter of Your wings
my heart's safe!

For when i am lost, You find me
When i'm in need You comfort me
Lord of my life, You are my secret place!

Clothe me in Your presence Lord
draw me near to You
with all my heart i long to see Your face
living to be near You Lord
I long to see Your face
Lord forever Your my secret place!

Your my peace
Your my rest
Your my secret place!

Love You so much Jesus! i am falling in love with You over and over again! i mean it~


Today i watched Cars with Raymond and Elle! Its so good! laughed my head off! i loved the part when the tow truck and lighting went to scare those big headed trucks.. hahaa..! worth the $7 i paid for!!

by the way, i am so proud of my classmates!! they got into the semi-finals for superband!! their group name is MAN TOU!! cool rite? the drummer and keyboardist are my classmates! the singer is from the media arts department in school too! power!! i should have joined! but too bad i went to Thailand. well...there are many of such chances in future!!

Its been awhile since i spoken to feb! called her just now! glad all's well with her! really thank God for placing her in my life! such an awesome friend! small but mighty! =) so many things to thank God for! above all, i thank God for giving me so many 2nd chances! Lord Your the best!! i am praying that my fines will be waived! And if it does, i am going to Taiwan for emerge!! Lord hear my prayers!!! Let town council waive my fines!! In Jesus name! let me go for missions before i enter ns!!

In recent days, i am beginning to treasure the friends that God allow to come into my life. Of course there are those whom i feel are just merely 'hi' 'bye' friends. thank God for you anyhow.. there are those whom i thought are great but somehow they could never stay in the circle of trust..pity. But i wish you all the best too!!~

I pray that i will be like Jesus.. someone whom can walk into the lives of people! to step into their boats no matter who they are..at least to leave behind something. because i am called to be the light of the world and salt of the earth. I pray that my life is an influence to those around me! Jesus sat with the tax collectors.. Jesus ate with the sinners.. I pray for a big heart.. one that doesnt despise no matter how much i dislike that person. my God has a big heart.. and He will use me to find every need to meet it, every hurt to heal it, In Jesus name.

I always believed that every life is so precious in the sight of God. no matter how insignificant they may be now, God can turn him/her around! As long as they are willing to allow God to step into their boats! If you are sinking right now... its time to allow Jesus' miracles to take over. The bible says that God is knocking constantly at the door of our hearts.. are we going to open it humbly and say, "Lord its me.. come in" or are we going to let the mocking voices of our friends stop us? we have only one life to live...make it count! and only when we live it for the Lord, then it will ever count.

one day, my whole family will come to the Lord.. one day, God will prosper everything that i set my hands upon. because i am a person of destiny! I am really very happy.. because i know that God hath something so great prepared for me! I am so excited.. every step i take is so filled with expectancy! i have never really felt this way before.. God is so amazing. This is more than any relationship i have ever had! this is my first love. no words can explain how i feel inside.. its love in the first degree.

Tmr i will be having combine prayer meet at YMCA! i am so excited! its been awhile since i went for a prayermeet. I know that God will speak to me! I know that my prayer would count...because i am samuel! God wouldn't allow my words to fall to the ground! when i pray, the devil trembles.. because he is scared.. he is. he can run..but he can't hide. and thats a pretty amusing sight to see! anyhow.. I know that God will tkae my Cell group to the next level! I wan to raise up good helpers.. i pray for boldness as i speak into my members' life! I pray for wisdom and anointing to be upon me. I pray for grace and mercy to flow out of me because Jesus lives in me!

its been awhile... Holy Spirit.. lets have an adventure!